im_unenthusiastic. im_obnoxious. im_impatient. im_bothersome. im_deceiving
im_selfish. im_useless. im_rude. im_hated. im_ajerk.
im_immature. im_stupid. im_stubborn. im_theworst. im_mean.
but most of all
I am sorry.
What I have done is inexcusable and I acknowledge my faults.
My unstable emotions should have been in better control.
I genuinely had some of the more happier moments in my life with you here
and although I cannot say good-bye in person, I hope my lack of emotion,
locked steadfast into an emotionless persona i have created, can be understood in a way
that has different meaning when I say “Thank You” & “Good Bye.”
I am sorry for how I treated you.
I let my mentality get the best of me.